Hickey Time

Gasp! It's been about four days from my last post. And shocker, no one noticed, lol.



The last days has been no action for this lovely virgin. lol. oxymoron maybe? lol



So today was an upsetting day for me. Work was hell, literally. I work at a huge trashy retail store and it was hella busy.

I know i have no right to be upset, but I am. I dumped my ex last week. Yesterday was the first day I saw him since. and he was sporting a lovely bunch of hickeys. I swear I'm going to sport one soon....

He was like laughing it off. like it was nothing. I was crushed and he doesn't give a fuck. And stupid me sent him a text saying how it hurt my feelings. He was all like. "I'm sorry i didn't mean to hurt you but I have needs"

fuck, i knew he fucked her, and he even confirmed it later. Lame. I was just used for my money and he almost tried for my body. I feel used. I need to get over this.

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I was telling guy one about this. Hes being a friend to me and trying to make me feel better. Which is nice... Our convo later was getting a towards steamy. But, being upset, i wasn't in the mood. Guy one asked me to send him a picture of my boobs. I said no... then bamn (warning asshole comment coming...) " Well no wonder your ex has a hickey, it was probably from a more adventurous girl"

Snap back. yea what a dick. I so gave him the cold shoulder for a little bit. He did apologized later. That comment made me feel like he called me prude and that I'm the reason it didn't work with my ex. And it was like a slap in my face. I was already hurt when were talking and he made it worst, kicking me while I'm down.

I knew if i didn't have sex with my ex, he would have dumped me. He pretty much would tell me that... and then guy ones comment saying something like no wonder hes with someone else. yea, i should never talk to him again. But too bad I'm crushing on him, lol.

I made up with him. bad i kno.

.·:*¨¨*:·.XOXO Your rare to find Virgin .·:*¨¨*:·.